i m emo-ing after reading an emo post..
i tink ur words struck me at a part where i m most afraid of exposing
it's like an issue that i refuse to address
and therefore pretend i m very content with wad i have now
it's nt that i wan something better
but more of something which is really wad i want
and not what i settled for..
why do i always fail to get wad i want..
or rather, why do i always hesitate and give up before trying..
actually there are lots of pple out there who failed one way or another
but they are able to pick themselves up and try again
at least u made the attempt
i jus whine and settle for second best
and get stunned again and again when pple ask me abt my choice~
i feel inferior
but den mayb bcos i have always felt tt way
it jus seems normal now..
or mayb i jus lack the courage to face up to myself
i duno whether i m trying to make u feel better or making it worse
but i m jus emo-ing also..
this is a lousy week, my handphone died on me,
my father went to the hospital for an operations on tue and again today,
my mum likes to shout at me and i'm feeling damn tired now..
URGH!!!
|～キア～| a.simple.girl.in.this.complicated.world 9/21/2007 12:38:00 am
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